This is my little safe haven. Free from judgment. Free from scrutiny. The fact is I am a little bit mad at times and a tad depressing at times. This is the place where those two sides can fight it out, as opposed to in my head. Cheers!

13th April 2014

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Final Post

Hello to whoever is reading.

This is my last post on Tumblr.

I have been feeling stagnant for a very long time. I need to give myself some sense of direction again, and Tumblr is not helping to that end.

I do appreciate the people who have followed me in my self-indulgent habits on this blog, but I need to stop the self-indulgence. It offers no help. It only serves to further my descent into darker corners of my mind.

I need to break this reclusive cycle of mine. I do not know how to do that, but I am going to try.

With that, I need to say some things to everyone. You can put all the faith you want in anything you desire, but only one thing is going to make anything better for you. You have to put faith in yourself. No one is going to come and save you from whatever situation you have dug yourself into or have no control over. They can help. They can be supportive. But you have to bring yourself back to life every time life gives us one of its oh so many deaths to suffer through.

As I will leave this blog up for another week so that people can read this final post should they desire to.

Nighty-Night, dearies.

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8th April 2014

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Anonymous asked: I love your posts, so I'll miss you, but I hope it'll help :)

Thank you for following the blog :) I may leave the blog up. I just won’t post anymore. But I really do appreciate your following.

5th April 2014

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I am going to be ending this Tumblr in a week. I just do not think it is helping me any longer. I am also taking the advice “don’t make Tumblr your best friend.” I haven’t decided whether I will cancel the account entirely, or leave it up, but never post again. We will see in a week.

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4th April 2014

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And I am back to zero. ‘Tis okay. I have been here before, and it is generally better for everyone when I disappear.

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4th April 2014

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flagg0t:

If someone tells you to listen to a song, listen to it.  It may be the worst song you have ever heard but they wanted to share it with you.  That is really special.  If it makes them feel a certain way and they are so adamant about you hearing it, take 5 minutes to hear it.  It shows a lot about someone.  

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4th April 2014

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illbegotdamn:

crownprince81:

I’ve always wondered that too

when i reach where i left off, it’s time to scrolls to the top and see that damn 100+ it never ends…

illbegotdamn:

crownprince81:

I’ve always wondered that too

when i reach where i left off, it’s time to scrolls to the top and see that damn 100+ it never ends…

3rd April 2014

Video

My shit right now.

Band: Dir En Grey

Album: The Unraveling

Song: “Macabre”

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3rd April 2014

Question reblogged from PRETTY KITTY 8 with 61,715 notes

Anonymous asked: how do i get my girlfriend to shave her pussy?

iratheunicorn:

Here’s what you do… Go to your girlfriend’s place and apologize for tricking her into thinking you were an adult who could handle something as simple has pubic hair and then tell her she should leave you because you’re a jackass.

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3rd April 2014

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twofacedsheep:

Albino raven.
Photographer:
MICHAEL MELFORD/National Geographic Creative


 :3

chainsawgutsfcuck:

twofacedsheep:

Albino raven.

Photographer:

MICHAEL MELFORD/National Geographic Creative

:3

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3rd April 2014

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demoriel:

Chainsaw Gutsfuck | Mayhem

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